Another Me Another Story

Birthday Eve, 21 coming, Nvr feel this Before

2009-07-21T20:25:00.004+08:00

I was imagine the most happy birthday i wanna have in 21, People say 21 is so important then any birthday, I really waitting 21 birthay since long time ago, How happy can turn 21.

21 every people will make big party and do something special, to me is just nothing speacial so common.

Donno why my 21 turn to no meaning even not closer to happy or normal me, i can feel my sad inside my heart, i know what i wan, what i plan is cant be fullfill, wont be any special day.

I need act nothing, because i dowan people who care me will hurt because of me,
espeacially my half, she cant make it to be with me.

Every second closer to my birthday will make me feel so sad, so no meaning in to moro,
some feeling that is canot be describe and canot be explain, really hard.

I know tomorrow should be a happy, i should smile, i should be a birthday boy.

I miss my half, i wan to be with my half, i cant, i useless, i have spoil my realationship with her parent, i cant get qualified, i make my half sad, i make my half suffer.

Even i know the reason she cant acompany me, but the sad is never leave me alone, this feeling suck.

Tomorrow really is be my 1st birthday that i dowan to have in my life, How bored it will make me, how sad it will make me, how pain it will cause me.

If really can make a wish with this kind of feeling in birthday, i will wish my love will complete, i wish her parent will accetp me, i wish i can rich.

Money really that important, before i was that stupid, think money and love was to kind of thing that cant be related, now i understand, even my half was not really care my rich, but will cause my half in a hard situation with parent.

I really cant get happy for 21 birthday, But i dowan my half worried, so i will act happy no matter what happen.

People who know how to read pls donot let my Girlfriend See this Blog, and don discus this problem with me. i dowan to explain or share my feeling.

Thank you

Thursday, 25 june 2009 9.00pm-12.00am.

2009-06-26T20:30:00.001+08:00

This post is to memory the day i understand someone important to me,
May be from beginning i really dono what she need or what i cant give to her,

I was so confident from the day we start our relation,
I was so happy just thinking you has become my GirlFriend,
But unfortunate we never have a good day for a good start.

We start when we was apart, October 19 2008,
Still remember on that time she need making decision that against her parent,
She is so sad, so depress, crying, trying, and waitting,
In my memory this is 1st time she against her parent for achieved her own will,
But she gain what she fight to, I happy she not flight away with no trying,

She back to place where she happy ever before, she told me,
The smile on her face can tell how happy she is when together with us,

She doing well on 1st day she back to campus, but i think i disappointer her,
I do nothing, i means nothing i act like a BoyFriend,
We are so uncormfortable, I know I was a man I should take 1st move,
But I din't, so funny.

But so fast we been apart agian, I was the reason putting on her head(wanted)
I admit I do something wrong, (18below cant read) so I skip this path.

We never give up each other, she have been pressure to give up me,
But she din't, she dowan't to, How touch i'm.

Our LOVE just raising with distance, Everyday just slowly dive deeply,
I don care what they say, couple be apart sure will brake up,
I just believe I love her, i wanna be with her.

After

We having a big problem that we never have before,
My blog few post is my sadness post the most sadness,

Sometime I was thinking I will lose her, I was afraid to losing my LOVE,
Because till now not a single day to me for not miss her, care her, love her.

I never expect we will have problem,
I start to learn scare,to learn worried, in our relation,
No matter where is the problem exist, from you or from me,
It must be both, because love canot be a single.

I understand she not a simple girl to have share her feeling to me,
She is a tough girl, all burden will just burried in her heart,

Finally, all the burried has been explore, she told me everything,
Everything I was trying so hard to find out, she told me,
you know how happy i'm, i glad she let me walk in to the heart i wishing everyday.

You must not to forget what you have promise me.

What you hidding is just hurt me, suffering me.

You must try to do the samething to me, like how I do the samething on you.

TRUST really is so important.

You are my sweetheart, what happen to you will affected me, same as what you do.

We have walk trough the problem we face now, I so happy I'm not losing you,
I so happy you need me, you love me.

Please do not have next time again.
I will make you love me more, need me more, understand me more,
Let you know i can give you safety, trust, carrying, happy.

Who you need beside will just is me,

Will you do the sametime to me, I believe you will,

That why I LOVE You,

J&E forever love.

Di Shan tian, Day 3

2009-06-25T18:59:00.001+08:00

Wo jin tian mei ke, 9am jiu dao college le,
zuo tian 10pm kenny sms wen wo ming tian yao bu yao qu chang k,
dan wo shui le, joyce 10.24pm ye you sms wo, ta shuo call bu dao ni,
eng wei ni guan ji le, Ta da 017 de.

Wo zuo tian hen lei hen lei 9.30pm wo jiu shui le,
Xiang dao lei le, Cai dao lei le, quan shen duo hao re hao re,
jiu xiang fa shao yi yang, Dan hao cai jing tian wo shui xin wo mei shen bing

Zao shang kan jian kenny de sms wo zai you yu yao bu yao qu,
6am de shi hou wo sms ge kenny shuo bu xiang yong qian,
wo ze ji tian qu wan snooker dou yong wan mei yi tian de ling yong qian,
Dan bu dong gan ma dao 7am de shi hou tu ran xiang qu le,
you sms gen kenny shuo hao ba wo men qu chang 11am de k,
Zao dian dong xi zhuo cai bu hui zai xiang.

Wo men qu Midvalley redbox chang k,11am chang dao 3pm, duo le 1 hour..haha free de...
Kenny shuo yao qu pao pao, dan wo you hen lei hen lei, yi dian dou bu xiang pao,
hen hao xiao de shi ta bu ran wo hui jia, wo jiu pei ta duo 30minute,
gan jue yue lai yue lei le, bu xin le, wo xiang hui jia, Kenny cai ken fan ren.

wo jin tian 5pm dao jia.

Zhuo tian hai man nan guo de, xiang bu dao, mei gen lao po bao dao,
shi jiang tong ku de, xin hao wo hai nen xie blog, bu ran wo zao jiu sot diao le,
Bu guan ni you mei you kan, xie zai ze li, wo xin hui hao guo yi dian dian.

Wo gao bu dong, ni shuo wei de len jing shi gan ma de,
Ni jiao wo bie luan xiang, bie li ni, ben de, sa de, chun de, feng de,
Dou zhi dao shi bu ke nen, Ni you mei you xiang guo ni len jing na wo ne, wo ze me ban,
chu le shui jiao mei yi miao dou hui zai xiang, Ni xiang zen yang,
Len jing shi ran wo hao guo yi dian, hai shi ran ni hao huo yi dian,

Ni lian hua dou bu gen wo shuo, wo gou nan guo le, wo xing gou tong gou fan le,
Ni yi ge ren len jing, zen de jiu she yi ge ren ma,

Wo you bu shi machine shuo off jiu off, shuo on jiu on,
Nen bu xiang wo dan ran bu xiang a, dan wo ban bu dao,

Ni bu dong gai ze me zuo ma, you mei you xiang guo ze shi wo men liang ge ren de shi,
Ni yi ge ren xiang, dui wo hen bu gong ping,
Wei se me jiu shi yao wo sa sa de zai cai ni gan ma, cai ni da an shi se me,

Ru guo wei wo hao, shi bu shi eng gai gen wo liao liao,
Zai jiang xia qu, wo men liang ge dou hen tong ku,

Wen ti hen nan ma, zhi yao ni hai ai wo, bu jiu shi da an le ma,
jiu shi eng wei wo hen ai ni, wo cai shou bu liao xian zai de wo men.

Wo xie le na mok duo, ni you mei you kan wo dou bu dong,
Ni kan le nen ming bai jiu hao le.

Wo jin wan hui sms gen ni shuo qu wo BLOG kan yi kan,
Ru guo ni guan dian hua le, wo ye mei ban fa le.

Wo jin tian ge le joyce wo ge ni de dian hua hao ma shi shi kan.

wo ming tian bu qu shang ke le, xiang zai jia zuo gong ke,

Lao po wan an, Wo ai ni, ye xiang ni.

Di er tian, day 2

2009-06-24T18:49:00.002+08:00

Today like normal after helping parent then going college,
Today my class on afternoon 1.30pm,
Morning i arrive college then witting kenny come and going eat breakfast,
After breakfast kenny say wan to play snooker, then me nothing to do so i say OK,
We play snooker till 12.30 then we go eat lunch, I go eat Mix rice the price so expensive,
Walao, rm8.60 1st time eat so expensive, may be i take 2 many fried chicken, so suprise me,
so tonight i plan not eat dinner, scare fat.

Then I going classes 1.30pm i meet joyce she just having class oposite my classes,
When I break on 3.00pm i waitting joyce because i have something ask her.

Keep waitting, she brake at 3.15pm, I'm thinking shit lo, no time chat lo, i go her class and find her, she not there, i saw Ah Fong, i ask where joyce she say at toilet, K, I go outside toilet waitting her, after joyce out form toilet, I ask have you talk to Elaine yesterday she say no, but she say 2day before have in msn, then i say ok lo, she ask me why? are we 2 argue, i say no, but she say look at my face sure is argue, then i say yes lo, she ask y, I tell her everything, then she understand jor, she told me i do the right thing, but dono y me still so pain and so sad "I think my self de", i ask joyce to have a chat with elaine.

because i afraid u will so lonely, and thinking alone will so suffer,
Joyce promise me she will call you tonight, I so happy at least got someone can tell me how are you now, But jocye say may be will not sucessfull, but at least got someone close to you will have a chat with you or accompany you..

Today I arrive home at 6.00pm

Jin tian hui she wo men liang ge zai yi qi jiang jiu di yi tian,
Wan wan quan quan mei lian luo, Wo ye hen mao tun,
Eng bu eng gai sms ge ni, dan hui hai pa,
Hai pa ni hui bu kai xin, ni yi bu kai xin se me duo bian le bu hao,
Zao ni you bu dui, bu zao ni you bu dui,
Xiang ni que bu nen zao ni, jiang de xin qing hai zen de bu hao shou,
Zai xiang ni dao di hui bu hui shui yao 1week huo 1month huo 1year lai len jing,
Ru guo wo shuo wo bu jie yi she pian ren de, bu gen ni lian luo jian jiu, Wo hui bian zen yang duo bu dong.

Wo zai xiang a, wei se me wo men bu nen jiang qing cu, wen ti zai na li,
Wo hen xiang ting ting ni de xin zai xiang se me, you dan xing se me,
Ru guo ni len jin guo hou, ni yi ding yao dui wo shuo qing qu hao ma,
Wo xiang ting ni jiang de, wo bu yao ni yong xie de, msn bu yao, blog bu yao, quan duo bu yao, jiu yao ni yong kou dui wo shuo.

Jin tian hai shi da shuan ran ni jin yi jin, ru guo yao zao ni,
Ye bu dong yao yong se me xin qing qu zao ni.

Wo mei tian duo hui gen ni liao wo mei tian zuo guo le se me,
Bu liao hui hen bu shi guan,
so ye wo mei tian duo huo update wo de blog,
zhi dao ni xiang kai kou gen wo shuo hua....
Jiu zai ze li gen ni shuo,
Lao po Wan an....Muack....

Wo Zai Den Ni

2009-06-23T21:24:00.004+08:00

Wo mei ci duo hao xiang shang hai le ni,
Wo bu dong wo jiang zuo dui bu dui,
Wo xing shuo se me jiu gen ni jiang se me,
Wo bu xiang pian ni,
Wo gen bu xiang yin man ni,
Wo bu xiang wo men zhi jiang hui you se me dong xi block ze,
Wo ze xiang yong quan li qu ai ni,
Wo chen ren wo shi jealous,
Wo ye you yi dian bu li ni de gan jue,
Wo siang xing wo men ru guo nen guo ze yi guan,
Wo men hui gen hao gen siang ai,
Wo bu hui qu zao ni, call ni, sms ni, jiu den ni lai zao wo,
Wo de xin ye hen tong, dan wo siang xing ni,
Wo zun zhong ni, ni shui yao de,
Wo dou hui man zhu ni,

Ni gen wo kan qing cu le,

Elaine Ngooi Lee Eng, Wo Ai Ni (^_^) Muacks.......

My Thought

2009-06-10T10:11:00.015+08:00

I think you need rest even if you dowan to, in my position I need to care you.

Now days you have live with the life against your will, having no choice, freedom, and always been disapointed from where you are.

Maybe you can endure what is happening to you and you have accepted it, for me i'm not really accepted with what happen to you. But the fact is we been apart we only can meet when "I was free". What i tring to say is even i free, u still in work and din't have time to relax or dating it was a pain to me.

(CONTINUE READ BEFORE SAY I'M WAS A SELFISH)

The pain i have is not from my self, is from you, you have no time to have fun just can keep in house or in your place, have none entertaiment at all, this is the pain i have.

Can You be more selfish, don just care people more than your self, maybe that is really what you need to do, but also need to learn how to keep your burden more light better than more heavy.

Listen :

Let's your self to have a break is to walk more further, To give you joy and fun is my duty,

To me watch you happy is great to me.

My purpose to write this because acompany you for me is not enough, I wan to give you more, because what u have is to little.

Everytime I go to find you, you just working working working, event night also need working.

We don't have time to dating and your place is quite boring, My purpose going find you is to see you and have time with you i know u have try your best to give your time to me. I'm not complaining, just wan to let you know give some holiday to yourself and going out with me, I want me and you to have a totally 1day dating once in few month.

In this i'm abit selfish, who told you not to have holiday, Give our self Chance to have more time and more closer. Your family is our problem, when not given you permission to going out or holiday you are not disappointed alone because I'm beside you, I will feel the same feel on what feel you feel understand.

I will find a suitable time to say all to my Girlfriend what my feeling is.

Will my girlfriend understand, will you all think i'm selfish.

I'm just dowan my Girlfriend live in a boring life, THAT IS PAIN TO ME.

What Should I Do, What Can I Do (Chinese VER)

2008-12-21T17:24:00.004+08:00

Wo chen jing zuo cuo le yi jian wo dao xian zai do bu hui yuan liang wo zhi zi de shi qing.

Wo hai le wo de nv peng you, wo bu kai ke ta yi ge bu ke yuan liang de SYMBOL ran ta wei le ze ge SYMBOL er gen wo fen ge liang di.

Wo men de zui li yue lai yue yuan, dan wo de xin dui ta shi yue lai yue jing. Wo men de zui li wo yao fu yi pan de ze ren, shi wo ran wo men mei you yi ge hao de gan qing lu.

Wo ye mei yong, wo ye mei ban fa, wo ye bu dong wo nen wei ta zuo se mok.
Ta xian zai hui de bu kai xing, bu kuai le, bu yuan yi, wo do ze nen yong dian hua lai pei ta.

Wo men xian jian mian do shi yi ke hen nan de ren wu. wo jian ta ye zhi nen yong web cam le.

Wo men nen dong dui fang zai gan ma, dui fang zai na li jiu ze nen sms gen da dian hua le. wo men kan bu jian dui fang, teng bu dao dui fang, pong bu dao dui fang.

Nen de jiu ze shi guan xing le. Wo do bu shi zai mai yuan, wo shi xiang shuo ru guo nen de hua wo nen yong se mok lai jiao huan ran wo men nen gen jie jing yi dian.

Hen duo ren do gen wo shuo wo ze duan gan qing hen rong yi jiu hui mei le, jiu yi wei zui li de wen ti, wo shi siang xin de. so yi wo yao fu cu bi bie ren duo lai bao ci wo men de gan qing.

Ru guo yu yi tian ta shou bu liao le, wo jiu ze hao fang shou ran ta nen tong shao yi dian, rang ta huo de kai xing dian, rang ta mei na mok de lei. Ta de tong ku be wo hai li hai, bi wo hai chan, bi wo de hai nan yin fu, ta de tong ku shi wo bang bu dao de.

Wo pa de shi yu yi tian wo men de Endding bu shi na mok de li xiang, ze shao ran ta huo de kai xing dian, kan ze ta de bu yuan yi, bu xiang, mei ban fa, wo de xing tong si le.

Ta hen li hai, hai nen ren shou ze yi qie, wo que bu nen ren shou da de ku.

Ta bu ran wo dan xing, jiu shuo yi sie fu yen wo de hua, wo que gan jue hen shang xing.
ke nen shi wo tai selfish le.

Wo xiang zai xi wang de shi, ta yu fan nao, ta yu bu kai xing, ta yu de xiang fa, do gen wo fen xiang.

Dan bu shi wo nen ban bu ban de liao de yuan yin, shi wo xiang dong ni de qing kuang.

I dono how to say, Mybe is me think too much.

But one think is really de wo hai shi ai ni de.

Ru guo yu wen ti ji de yao zao wo, jiu shuan wo bu shi di yi ge, wo ye xiang zuo ti er, ti shan ge.

I still remember "I DO" 19 oct 2008.

Dui bu qi wo hui gen nu li de.

I'm Back

2008-12-21T16:45:00.002+08:00

Hi, so long din't write blog, My reason is; I having a big changing on my self, most people say i change, how do i change? i asking my self, and i figure out, yes i have already change.

After i realize the problem that what make me change, i din't regret because "I DO".

I change be more silent, less joking, less talking, less humour, and cant concentrate on study.

I Like to watch drama, and you know drama is almost all about love story, how they became together, how they work out together, how they suicide for each other, and how they will get happy ending.

My life from now on is just like a drama, my love story.

First day i meet her "WAU" it was a cool girl, is cool like freezing, get close to her also will be freeze. However i still interest to her, her cool make me uncomfortable. I make a fun promise to my self "I will get her down", So confident HUH!.

Me is JH U KNOW, so what u think, will i get her?

Answer: YES I'm not.

U know Why?

Sorry, MY secret.

But u will find out If u asking my L__ P_

Chamber Of Secret

2008-10-08T20:03:00.004+08:00

I holding a key of a chamber of secret, I’m ready to open it when the time is right.Sun will appear every morning, when turn on 4th is the time to open the chamber with the key I holding. When the chamber is been exploded there have a rumor that the people who get closed will be punish instantly.

But somehow it have to me, i need to try before to late.

Look is wont be effected,
Talk will having good started,
Honest will get nervous,
Feedback still a secret.

May Be Is Me To Friendly

2008-09-28T21:29:00.002+08:00

For me in college life is to be free and friendly and get closed to each other and make some firework : "Make Meaning In Our Memory".
My ideal college life is became more friendly sharing more culture getting more knowledge,
So i'm using "PASSIVE" if some of u cant bare my friendly action tell me straightly.

I like joking hope u dont mind,
I like talking hope u understand,
I like acting and pretend so don be so serious,
I like taking phone number so please give me,
I like high tea also so if can join me ok,
I like chatting also if u need people to chatting me can,
I willing help people also if need ask me ok.

Dear,

A C H F T V B N M O L K U Y T E P O L K H G F F
T Y U I O Q E R T S G E J K L L Q W E R T V B L F
O P U Y T R E W S F L A Y T R E N K O L K J G I P
Q T Y B V F D E W A N P O L J M N B G F D R T I I
Q W E R T Y U I I P L K M N H G F D A S D F V B N
M N B V G F D N T Y U N B V C X D S U P O L K T G
M J G F T R E D X Z C X Z V G B J K L M H G T G B

My Secret

2008-09-26T22:09:00.002+08:00

Eagle is bird of pray
Land like external neutral lightning
Air olivia mountain life earth
Insane vain yelling yard angel
News early getting measure stage
Effected universal forecast e-space eternity

Bad Mood

2008-09-22T22:10:00.003+08:00

I dowan stand at top of mountain,
I dont wanna be alone,
I need land a big land that full of happiness and people,
I wan to runing in green land,
I need Freedom.

Look at me,
What happen to me,
So sad so depress,
Don't have sense anymore,
Grab me hold me look careful on me.

I don like stand so high,
I hate Look from up to down,
I Just wanna be happy,
I just cant bare it .

My brain on maintenance,
My soul just wondering somewhere,
My spirit is over heat,
My body is freezing,

Waiting that day, that day is not coming,
When the day is coming, is not the day we waiting,

Don care, don mind,
Don look, don touch,
Wan care, need mind,
Wan look, sure touch.

I look like devil, people say i like angel,
Look at me, sure will happy,
But who can i look, that will make i happy,
Seems im the one, who live in this world.

Having Dinner At Pulau Ketam

2008-09-20T22:58:00.002+08:00

"Oh My God" I don belive that i having dinner at Pulau Ketam, I Sure who reading this blog also will ask "JH Are U Really having dinner at Pulau Ketam", "sure" is my answer

Why will i having dinner at this far "Good Question" " Answer" So embarrased i need tell u all, im just taking dinner at Restoran Steambot Pulau Ketam, SURPRISE !!!!" So Do I".

Of course this restoran is not in Pulau Ketam it just a normal Steambot restoran that just having name only.

But for me is meaningful place no matter it is Restoran or Pulau, i having happy time on there.

Example : Fight For the Food, Kidding, Taking picture, Taking video, and Paying money :(

Oh Ya, i forget about noon basketball path.
Talking about basketball of course is me who the most more professional "On sitting and Watching" but also will feel tired, lucky that i having massage service while on resting.

JH : My Co friend i happy today "Thank You" u all will be path of my memory.

My 1st degree Class

2008-09-17T23:43:00.005+08:00

Today degree class was so boring may be is 1st day so nothing speacial,
My 1st lecturer is from UK and he teaching us academic skill.

But today i really boring in the class so have of the time i walking to lab to have a chat with friend.
But lucky i have a date with my Mei Mei so i go having tea with her during the class time.
But she still say i FFG what to do she so ben ben de.

After tea, i being cheat to a place that have beauty angel, But when i arrive just have Scanner Girl, "Sad".
Still need to sharing beauty and the beast story, what happening actuali, "Don ask me".
But the beast is really poor de, sometime feeling up sometime feeling down.
But i belive someday beast will became prince just need make the right choice.

How can beast change to a Prince : Find JH sure "OK"

Having Hard Time

2008-09-16T21:28:00.003+08:00

While doing nothing wrong should i just stand and taking all the Hard feeling,"No Wonder".
This topic u guys all need refer to my post "What Is Friend".

Be friend just know jealous is will make misunderstand more deeply,why don just stand in my side take a look My view, not everything i need to give u all explain.
Black Face not means everything, so i wont back one step also, do what u wan i dont care.

I pretend nothing is already is my higher stage, and your attitude that have no behavior to my New Friend is the most i hate it." Please Respect My friend" speacially is girls Friend.

1st time Having Lunch with "Mei Mei"

2008-09-16T20:48:00.002+08:00

1st time we meet is on her friend B'D who name CaCa, after i got her msn so after that day we having chat in msn only.
By using MSN we start build our friend relation with we talk three talk four"Actuali just me talk".

After passing few day me and my friend date her have lunch together at "C U THERE CAFE"
She say wan think 1st "Girls Is always wan to Think Think Think so complicated" but after, she also agree "Good Girl" "Sorry Ya" "HaHa".

Fact : We having lunch together.

My feeling on our lunch, Nice food, nice place, good time, good "Mei Mei", "Nice TO Meet U Lo^^".

About next table i need to say sorry, is really not my idea and not im bringing them. "OK"

Are u Adult In Front Your Parent

2008-09-14T22:35:00.006+08:00

We will never grow fast then parent because of our distance, we grow they grow, and is them who bring us to this world.
Today my friend told me that she dowan to be child anymore, yes u can but not infront elder.

Why that she mind child or adult, because normally for boys or girls when they discus or argue with elder they will get a nice name "childish" and "I agree".

Ask me why?, for me is just one reason, that is elder are older then us, don't ever look upon down on this word "Older" . More older more experience, the most more older the most more experience.

For my friend, childish is not an scolding but is lesson, lesson for u growing.
So don't mind when they say u childish is ok, accept and keep it as future use.

Tips : Not every Lesson is right is depend on your situation.

Only For Who Understand

2008-09-13T17:39:00.002+08:00

Do Re Mi Fa So La Ti Do,One Octave.
What is music means to us, For me Is company me, How about U?
Music not just for listen also can make people fall in love on Music. "My Opinion"
Do Re Mi easy understand but hard playing well, different people play will be different sound.

For me, the Do Re Mi that my friend playing is not very well, the skill he using might be the problem.
My friend asking me, did i understand "Do Re Mi", not at all "sorry i couldnt help".
Our music style absolutely different, the "Do Re Mi" u play should be more time to practice.
U should learn during the pratice understand what Music is, What "Do Re Mi" need, is u who playing the music so is u to watch to catch the music with your feeling.
My advise, the important thing is "timing" the rest is depend on your skill.

Oh ya, About Sketch i will do my best but need time hope u understand.

What Is Friend

2008-09-12T19:22:00.002+08:00

My situation, Be friend in the beginning is nothing, after abit longer will having distance.
Human should have brain and mind for thinking what is positive what is negative but why some people cant figure out.

Friend is have to be nice in each other and helping each other, should it be hurt?or is hard?
Women is man weakness "i agree" but should i blame women "no".
Man with man problem should settle by man and man, if try to use trick way is to over.
My patience is have a limit no matter what my level is, "FULL" is key word hope it end early.
I dowan to change my friend to enemy if got second way.

Im Wrong Is My Fault

2008-09-11T21:01:00.000+08:00

Sorry, as a member of student council i have do an wrong decision.
"Special squad" is my idea, and i invite my friend to join our committe for our coming event.

Today we have a meeting just for formal member who have been elected but i bring my friend in to the meeting because they wan to participate the meeting, and i dont know that meeting is canot be joinning by "Special squad" so i make my PRESIDENT in a hard situation" sorry".
And my friend i told them in meeting room that they are not yet are formal member after they feel embarrassed and tell me "should we go" that time im freeze im stunning dono what to do then the meeting started im feel heavy i feel scare then i just silent and pray that our meeting wont spoil or make my friend shy in that situation here i say sorry to my selffishness act.
Sorry My friend i will care more next time wont make this happen agian, "Im So Sorry".

I need Idea.....

2008-09-10T22:38:00.001+08:00

y everyday also doing the same thing, i already boring......
tis is my 1st blog and so i not really know how do so....Don laugh

Today i having lunch with my college friend, was girl ofcourse and is two of them it was 1st time with them, one of them is so tiny look like mickey mouse so small sometime i walking also tried not to lost her....another erm...abit kinder bcoz when we back college sundenly rain and she not say a word open umbrealla and cover me...but she abit to slim...and we just know o....